With a 2020 Title III mini-grant I took an online camera-less photography course and began making lumens, solar photograms. By placing flowers on silver gelatin paper, colored images appear like x-rays. Most artists create beautiful, arching specimens, harkening back to Anna Atkins. Mine are ugly Abstract Expressionist affairs and rather shocking to me. Is this ugliness my personal mirror? Is this ugliness Covid-19, human behavior, or my feelings toward the last two exhausting years?
Les Fleur du Mauvais (The Bad Flowers) or Covid Flowers combines two Covid-19 summers of lumens with failed toned silver gelatin prints. Mauvais, in French, means bad, my first thought of my initial images. I am being honest here, but there is freedom in honesty. The work is a deliberate reference to Baudelaire’s, The Flowers of Evil, charting a similar disgust for the selfishness and lack of action in our society about many issues, including police brutality against black and indigenous people, the almost Vietnam War-like continuous reporting of deaths from Covid-19, and an investigative look at oneself in the current world environment. As someone who has always made and honored beauty in connection to women and nature, this work is a transitional.
This work is currently be scanned and will be available as prints. I will add an image here soon.